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I'm back! [10 Nov 2005|04:44pm]
I'm so sorry live journal that I've neglected you for so long! Well I'm not that sorry but I am a lil. I was never good at updating this thing and I can't give you a good reason as to why so I'll just say sorry. I left you for myspace... its quite addicting and I'm way better at keeping up with that than this. A lot of shit has happened since my last entry. I would get into detail about it but I'm not to sure if I want to. Arts happy that i came back to live journal cuz he can read whats going on since he doesnt have a myspace.... I tell him what happens anyway. One reason i wanna start on live journal again is cuz not everyone knows the link to this and I can vent about what and who ever I want. Well anyway.... I'll write more later. I promise this time I will and I'll update you on everything.
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Damn its been awhile!! [23 Mar 2005|07:41pm]
i really do have a good reason for not updating this thing. I dont have the internet at my house anymore cuz my cousins moved out so i have no phone line to be connected to it. i manage though. Um I guess a lot has happened since i last updated. I'm craving a cigarette really bad right now like oh my god. I had one yesterday and today. I knew i shouldnt have but its so had to say no. I guess thats why i stopped in the first place. Hopefully it goes away soon. I'm not sure when the last one of these things was but I have my tongue pierced and a tattoo now just in case you didnt know. The joys of turning 18, right??? Um what else...... Oh yeah i really miss being with Mike and its been months since we broke up. I just can't seem to get the fucker out of my head. I shouldnt call him a fucker though cuz he really isnt its just he hurt me and really really bad too. Shit happens I guess. If he happens to read this oh well maybe he'll realize just how much I miss him since i letting everyone in the world know or at least the people who have access to my journal. Um Yeah i'm done cuz I'm doing this at Art's house and we need to talk about things also cuz I gotta get home early since I gotta help with the baseball thing tomorrow. I promised Valerie I'd go with her and plus Skyler will be there. Oh and prom is coming soon!!! I'm actually excited but only cuz I'm hoping this one guy will go with me when he gets his leave. Hes super hott!!!
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hmmm.... [01 Dec 2004|11:28pm]
[ mood | blah ]

well today was our Senior panoramic picture thing. I didnt go. It really didnt bother me until i read Art's entry about it. I really dont know why I didnt go. Possibly because it was really early and super cold. I do feel really sad about it now but nothing I can do about it now. Oh well theres always a yearbook right? I have to finish my Utep application but I really dont want to. I'm not a big fan of school. I wanna take a year off and just work but I know I wont go so I might as well go right after high school. Besides the picture thing today was pretty cool. I was really happy since I felt close to Adrian. I know that sounds stupid especially since alot of people tell me to get over him but I have no idea why I can't. Theres something about him that makes me like him so much. That girl he likes is really stupid for not hooking up with him but thats ok that they arent cuz that still means we can be cool friends. All I do is bitch about stupid stuff huh? Oh well you read this for a reason. Only you and God know what that reason is. I'm gonna by a button and a t'shirt to help support Brandon Canabas band 'A Day to End'. I wanna go to one of their shows but I dont have time on weekends cuz of work. His lil bro Adam tells me about them though. Hes a cool kid. A sweetheart too. I go for my MRI tomorrow. Hopefully everything is ok with me. Well I'm going ot bed now bye g'night.

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wow [28 Nov 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Well the Thanksgiving break is over.... it was the best one ever. It all started when Tiffany, Becca and I went driving around, found some guys then went to a hotel party and found a bunch of white boys. I've been trying to get over Mike since hes a fucking jackass. But anyway.... the white boys were all soldiers who had to leave to iraq saturday morning. We went to their hotel wed, thurs and friday. It kinda sux that I'll never see them again. We showed them around El Paso and they hated it just was much as we did but they did love Scenic Drive. I hope God takes care of them and one day I get to see them again especially Oti and Josh. I also hung out with Art. He gave my journal a new look... que cool huh? I would have been to lazy to do it and he really wanted too. Also people know about my journal cuz of Art too. Hmm... Well yeah I'm going to bed now cuz I'm tired. Bye g'night.

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hmm... [30 Sep 2004|10:53pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Well I'm writing in here again... my second one for this month que cool huh? I've been pretty sad lately with just everything going on. I miss Mike like no other. I really do no matter what. I'm just lonely I guess ya know? I know I'm not going to homecoming cuz for one Mike cant take me since hes on his ship underway. I wont be going with Adrian like I wanted to because I was only a back up thing or at least it seemed like it. Hes gonna ask some sophomore chic... damn I must be pretty pathetic. I cried, I cried a lot cuz I know I would have had a badass time with him but oh well shit happens I guess. People think I like him but I dont. Hes just a really good friend. I just feel kinda stupid being so nice to him sometimes. I'm not saying hes a bad person cuz hes not hes really sweet. I hope he has fun with who ever she is. Well yeah I guess thats it until next time. Oh and pray that we beat Andress tomorrow.

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I was bored and I thought it was funny [14 Sep 2004|10:43pm]
Even God likes a good laugh ....

There were 3 good arguments that Jesus could have been Black:
1. He called everyone "brother"
2. He liked Gospel
3. He couldn't get a fair trial.

But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus was Jewish:

1. He went into His Fathers business.
2. He lived at home until he was 33.
3. He was sure his Mother was a virgin and his mother was sure he was God.

But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus could have been Italian:

1. He talked with his hands.
2. He had wine with every meal.
3. He used olive oil.

But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus could have been a Californian:

1. He never cut his hair.
2. He walked around barefoot all the time.
3. He started a new religion.

But then there were 3 equally good arguments that Jesus could have been Irish:

1. He never got married.
2. He was always telling stories.
3. He loved green pastures.

But the most compelling evidence of all - 3 proofs that Jesus could have been a woman:

1. He fed a crowd at a moment's notice when there was no food.
2. He kept trying to get a message across to a bunch of men who just didn't get it.
3. And even when he was dead, He had to get up because there was more work to do.
Amen
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well now... [06 Sep 2004|10:44pm]
I've noticed two things this week. 1.) People change a lot and 2.) What you once went through someone else goes through the same things. Some friends and I were talking and when you talk about certain people its like wow. People change and its not for the better or the things people are going through you cant say anything about becuz you've done them and you dont wanna be a hypocrit. I guess thats how life works so you learn things. It allows people to become mature but just comes to people at different times in life. I gotta go now bye.
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I finally wrote in this thing [23 Jun 2004|02:29pm]
So yeah its been over a month since I've written in here. Its not that I hate writing in here its just that I dont really have time anymore. I guess a few things have happened since the last time i wrote. I got a new position at work which means more hours and explains the almost 200 dollar check I just got but that didnt last too long seeing as I gotta pay my phone off and I'm gonna start making a car payment. I got a chevy cavalier. Its cool I guess but I wanted a two door and its a 4dr how gay huh? I still have plans on fixing it up like painting it, getting some graphics, getting an intake and exhaust... stuff like that ya know. Whats another thing that happened... oh yeah only 1 month and 6 days until Mike gets here and hes staying for 3 more days then what he was gonna stay for even though I rather him stay forever. I think we're gonna go look for my ring then too. How weird huh? I hope I'm good though. Temptation sux. I have to get ready for work so I shall write more when I get home tonight cuz theres a lot more to talk about. I hope they dont make me close Oh and I owe Angie a dollar in tokens but I'll explain later.
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Roger That [12 May 2004|08:58pm]
Its been a long time since I've written in here so I thought I would since drama has happened this week. Before I get to the drama I'll talk about Mike for awhile. I miss him so much! I finally got to talk to him the other night. I wasn't able to talk to him cuz he was out to sea on his ship being a Navy guy and doing his job. It sucked not talking to him for like a month. He gets here in 2 months and 21 days, not that I'm counting. Everytime I tell him aye aye, ya know like a mexican says he never understands it. I've tried explaining but I guess he doesnt get it cuz hes white. He always tells me roger that after though since aye aye means roger that in the navy. Hmm Anyway...bunch of drama with people. Priscilla thinks I'm talking shit about her, Mr. A wants to leave Burges, Angie wants to mack Sergio from my work. It's just all crazyness. Blah!!!!!!!!!!
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how sad..... [02 May 2004|10:38pm]
I saw this in that esquire (spelling) magazine. I thought it was so sad so I just thought I’d write it.

Army PFC, David Kirchhoff, 31
Anamosa, Iowa

Hi Honey,
Well honey it’s very hot here about 130º in the afternoon and at night it gets to around 90º and it feels good when night hits. We’re at Camp Victory right now but they’re talking about going North of Baghdad but there not sure…. God I wish I could call you to hear your voice I miss you so Much. Sorry the paper’s wet. (Sweat) Oh yeah a lot of sand I have never seen so much sand.
Yes Honey we’re 8 hours ahead of you it’s weird cuz by the time we’re going to bed it’s only 1pm your time… I love you honey. I know we’ve talked about this but the thought is there. I know things are different cuz we’re married but I hope you would never do anything to ruin our marriage. I know you said you wouldn’t but everyone gets lonely. I’m lonely but I know how much I love you and can’t wait to be with you and start our long life together.
I hate this place it’s hot as fuck. Call my mom and let her know as of now where I’m.
When I get home, I need your name and David Jr.’s in Chinese writing, two new tattoos.
I miss you like crazy. You better put a yellow ribbon on the tree for me. I’ll be home in a few months. 3 to 6 months. Hopefully you’ll be able to get a house by the river and if you want to you can go get a better car than what you have.
Well my love I think of you everyday god I love you and miss and hope that you won’t leave me before I get home. This really sucks that we don’t have a mission yet and probably won’t. God I want to come home I hate the Army it’s gay…
Well my love I’m going to end this letter.
I love you forever and always.

Your husband
David
P.S. give the girls a Kiss for me.


Pfc. Kirchhoff died of heatstroke on August 14, 2003
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Damn my procrastination [29 Apr 2004|10:45pm]
Its like 10:45 p.m. and I just got home like 20 minutes ago cuz I went out with Robert (Arroyo). Instead of doing my damn research paper I went out with Robert! You realize how stupid I am. I really don't know what to do and yet I'm here sitting in front of my computer writing in my journal, then I wonder why I fail. But anyway yeah today was pretty cool. I got home and slept for a lil itty bitty while and then when my mom got home I went to put gas, check my schedule at work for the weekend and to pick up Robert. We ended up going to play pool at freeway lanes. I actually didnt suck as much as I thought I would seeing as I havent played in almost a year I guess you could say. I banked a pretty sweet 8-ball shot if I do say so myself. We just talked about stupid shit and then I took him home and went home myself. Well I better get going so I can email my love Mike back and then work on my research paper.
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Kids [25 Apr 2004|10:33pm]
Yesterday I was so close to quiting my job cuz the people that work there are really annoying with the exeption of Mitzie. There is so much drama!!! the only reason I didnt was cuz I love working with those lil kids. They are so adorable and just make me smile even when I'm pissed off at the people behind the counter. The parents are cool too, well my parties from yesterday anyway. I'm still working there which is good cuz that means i'm still earning money.
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It feels like a drug [25 Apr 2004|04:35pm]
Friday night I went out with Art again. I would have written about it that night but I was lazy. First we went to Jitters (surprise surprise). While we were there we got this idea to go to the movies and we got in the car and went. we invited steven but he had to take care of his mom and play video games. We also invited Adrian R. but he was going out with his girlfriend from some school. I dunno but her name is Naomi. That spells I moan backwards. I didnt know he had a g/f, did you?? Anyway we got there and bought our tickets to see 13 going on 30. I cried. It was so sweet!!! I find it odd that I didnt cry at the passion of the christ but I cried at this movie. After the movie was over Art made me go down to where the screen was and look up. OMG! I felt like a was shrinking or some weird kinda drug was in my body! It was great!! YOU gotta try it!!! It lasted for a lil cuz I couldnt stop going, OMG!!!!! We went to VI again to visit Lucy. We ate, drank, laughed....ya know? Well it was 1 a.m and Art had to be home. I got him grounded again. I feel bad that I keep doing that. I still luv ya Art even though I get him grounded. Well yeah thats it. Bye.
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A night with Art! [22 Apr 2004|10:42pm]
Today at the end of school I asked Art if he wanted to go to jitters to just chill so he was all yeah! First we ended up going to Village Inn cuz Lucy was working and we decided to pay her a visit. She's such a cool person, I feel bad that I didnt know her before now. Anyways she does a great job waitressing. Better then when I started anyway. Oh and theres this hot guy that works there and Lucy said his name is Tommy, Tommy is hot!!! Its cool though cuz I have my sexy, sweet, wonderful Navy guy named Mike that I'm gonna marry!!! We left VI so Lucy could do her job. When we left, we were on Airway and when I got to the light these guys in business atire rolled down there windows but i took off before they said anything. It was funny. We went to Jitters to play the game of Life but Art had to play scrabble. Thats hard to play while watching ER. I thought it was a cool night. One I'll remember anyway. I'm glad to have Art as my friend. Damn the fucking Navy commercials. I miss him so much!!!
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dont know what to call this [22 Apr 2004|06:58pm]
Everyone and their mothers are doing this journal thing. I've had it for a while but never really kept up with it cuz I have the time but then I don't ya know? well yeah I'm gonna start using it again so you can check in later. Bye!
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1st place bay - bee [29 Jan 2004|11:10pm]
So today was our Meet the Mustangs at school which most of you know what that is but for those of you that dont its when they introduce all the sports and stuff that go one and who is in them. During these things we have class competitions. The second semester is Lipsync. My junior class totally kicked ass and got 1st place!! ::cough:: putting seniors in 4th place ::cough:: Props to all of ya'll who did it! Ya'll were great! Well I just had to brag about that cuz we only get so few. I'm going to bed cuz i got a full day tomorrow.
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